I-70 Review
Writing and Art from the Middle and Beyond

William Trowbridge
William Trowbridge holds a B.A. in Philosophy and an M. A. in English from the University of Missouri-Columbia and a Ph.D. in English from Vanderbilt University. His poetry publications include five full collections: Ship of Fool (Red Hen Press, 2011), The Complete Book of Kong (Southeast Missouri State University Press, 2003), Flickers, O Paradise, and Enter Dark Stranger (University of Arkansas Press, 2000, 1995, 1989), and three chapbooks, The Packing House Cantata (Camber Press, 2006), The Four Seasons (Red Dragonfly Press, 2001) and The Book of Kong (Iowa State University Press, l986). His awards include an Academy of American Poets Prize, a Pushcart Prize, a Bread Loaf Writers' Conference scholarship, a Camber Press Poetry Chapbook Award, and fellowships from The MacDowell Colony, Ragdale, Yaddo, and The Anderson Center. He is Distinguished University Professor Emeritus at Northwest Missouri State University, where he was an editor of The Laurel Review/GreenTower Press from 1986 to 2004. Now living in the Kansas City area, he teaches in the University of Nebraska Low-residency MFA in Writing Program. William Trowbridge is the third poet laureate of Missouri.
THE KISS OF DEATH
is a family kiss, blood to blood,
Michael Coreleone
gripping brother Fredo
by the chops
and planting a big one
to signify the ancient meaning:
“You're fucking dead/
I love you,”
the original mixed message,
passed branch to branch
up the family weeping willow
since Cain and Absalom,
like the last kiss
I gave my father,
lightly on his forehead
as he lay gowned and diapered
in his last room, his skin
damp, his mind cornered
by something bad come round
to grill him every waking hour,
maybe by the dream I had,
where I finally threw a punch,
then kept it up till I snapped
awake,
or maybe by a dream he had
about his father, that mostly-
loving man he said would sometimes
flail him with a razor strop
⏤ once till Grandma screamed ⏤
and kiss him afterwards.
My father taught himself
to flail with words
and silences. His kisses stabbed.
“I love you, Dad,” I lied
to no one in particular before I left,
wiping off the blade,
meaning every word.
⏤ from Flickers, University of Arkansas Press
FOOL NOIR
It felt like every other night in this crummy town,
like you'd been cold cocked and stuffed in a dumpster,
like when a pet store ferret crawls up your pant leg
and bites you in the balls, like when you've sloshed in
wet cement and don't know it till you see the tracks
on your new carpet, yeah, and then see darker tracks,
from when you set your sock on fire trying to light
a cigarette the way Bogie did in The Maltese Falcon
and danced hitch-kick flambe around the living room,
knocking Dad's ashes off the mantle and into the fondu
you put out for the big party nobody but the cops
showed up for. Yeah, business as usual in dullsville
⏤ till she walked in, but that's another story. Yeah.
⏤ from Ship of Fool, Red Hen Press
STARK WEATHER
. . . and it seem as though i could
see ny heart before ny eyes, turning
dark black with Hate of Rages, or
harhequinade, stripped from that
munner life leaving only naked being-Hate.
Charles Starkweather
On the Great Plains in March,
the wind blows for days.
Gutter pipes vibrate, shingles flap;
things begin to come loose.
Once they found old Miss Purdy
wandering at midnight on U.S. 40,
her nightgown blowing
over her spindly, blue-gray thighs.
It took three deputies to hold her down
till the doctor arrived.
On the Great Plains in March,
the dry elm scrapes
at an upstairs window,
dust devils swirl and disperse
across the wide, empty fields,
and a pistol shot sounds
no louder that a screen door
slapping on a porch.
⏤ from Enter Dark Stranger, University of Arkansas Press
POETS' CORNER
They put me in right field
because I didn't pitch that well
or throw or catch or hit,
because I tried to steer the ball
like a paper plane, watched
Christmas gifts with big
red ribbons floating through
the strike zone, and swung
at dirt balls. So they played the odds,
sent me out there in the tall grass
by the Skoal sign, where I wanderd
distant as the nosebleed seats
my father got us in Comiskey Park,
my teammates looking
remote and miniature,
their small cries and gesticulations
like things remembered
from a dream. I went dreamy,
sun on my face, the scent
of sod and blue grass, the lilt
of birdcall and early cricket
bending afternoon away
from fastballs and hook slides
to June's lazy looping
single: baseball at its best,
my only fear the deep fly
with my name on it,
meteoric as Jehovah
or coach Bob Zambisi
closing in to deliver once
again the meaning of the game:
what it takes to play, why I had to
crouch vigilant as a soldier
in combat, which he never
had the privilege of being,
and stop that lolling around
with my head up my ass,
watching the birdies and picking
dandelions like some kind of
little priss, some kind
of Percy Bitch Shelby.
⏤ from Flickers, University of Arkansas Press
FATHER AND SON PROJECT 220:
MODEL AIRPLANE BUILDING
Plastic ailerons, struts, antennae
sprawl about, fragile as hummingbird bones.
Boldface warns: To avoid damage, tweezers
are required in handling the smaller parts.
We break four pieces in Assemblage A,
squirt an ounce of glue on Instrument Panel,
join Tab C inseparably to Tab N, spill
Tang across a sheet of filigreed decals.
“Grrr,” I say, belching up a taste of meatloaf.
“Grrrr,” he replies, his new incisor bared.
Aroused, I grab a wing, bite through it,
munch thoughtfully. He snaps the tail
in two, then seizes the small gray pilot
and chews off an arm. “Yum,” he grunts.
Coarse fur sprouts from his ears his forehead
as my great black snout probes the wreckage.
Our dog snuffles in, stares, whimpers out
just before the rampage. We chew, bite,
tear, crush the rest to bloody scrap.
He nips at my ear, asking for more;
I snort, cuff him gently across the rug.
Refreshed on frenzy, Papa and Baby sniff
the air, lumber off toward the kitchen.
⏤ from Enter Dark Stranger, University of Arkansas Press